Thursday, August 30, 2007

...letter from Hongkong part II ...




From: Anna
To: Quynh Anh

Hello Quynh Anh,
=) Just wanted to tell you about school.

I'm so excited I'm going to start school soon! Although there's still loads to clarify and get over with. For one my timetable is a bit screwed and I have to go back to the faculty office to clear it.

I attended the inauguration ceremony for HKU's new freshmen yesterday, it was the usual formal ceremony sort of thing, with a processional, a pompous looking MC, several speeches by all distinguished VIPs and a recessional. But I surprised myself by how much I actually enjoyed it. There was even a feeling of slight nostalgia for the kind that we had in ACJC and back in MGS. It's funny, although I never enjoyed it much then, that here I come to know how very classy these anglicized institutions make their ceremonies - a concert band, a choir, a pianist and sometimes even a handbell choir! Live music! Damn, I miss that part of it.

We freshmen got to wear the Green Gown! Hahaha to me it has this medieval ring to it. The Green Gown is a piece of cloth that everyone drapes over themselves during formal ceremonies and examinations (haha) very much like how one wears a graduation gown at the end of the blessed undergrad course. We had to wear formal wear underneath of course. All very funny all these 19 year olds appearing in Loke Yew Hall in the main building (a colonial - beg pardon the only colonial building in HKU) in all-too-mature-and-professional suits, ties, pants, skirts. I wore a dress instead, couldn't be bothered and not very willing to wear the suit.

I'm beginning to enjoy the prospects of university life! There's just a lot to do. It's amazing how diverse university is compared to all the schools we've attended before. It's wonderful to know, every corner you turn, so flier or advertisement is on about a famous personnel going to give a speech and whatnot, from all different faculties to suit everyone's individual interests! They flood your mailbox too. I was just given a flier about Donald Tsang coming over for a session with HKU students! => And then opening up my HKU mail I get this notice that some distinguished guest is going to give a lecture on chaos in the solar system and its implications...

I'm quite looking forward to another thing called Mass Orientation, which is a traditional event that is compulsory for every architecture and law freshman to attend. For us law students mass orientation means wearing a suit, being given a question on current affairs and giving a speech impromptu in front of our fellow classmates, seniors and distinguished guests. Although I have doubts about my capability to do well (fortunately they said I can deliver the speech in english and not necessarily cantonese), it's quite exciting isn't it? I just found out that Alan Leong, Donald Tsang's one and only rival (but impressive nonetheless) in this year's Chief Executive Elections, is coming over as a distinguished guest! Yay!

When school starts I shall be able to tell you more! What makes me particularly happy is the prospect of getting my notebook on 7 - 8 September, the weekend after starting school. School starts next week on the 3rd. :) I do expect I'll be rather busy too though.

Take care!

In Christ,
Anna


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Wednesday, August 29, 2007

...the dying self and eternal splendour...

The natural life in each of us is something self-centered, something that wants to be petted and admired, to take advantage of other lives, to exploit the universe. And especially it wants to be left to itself: to keep well away from anything that is better or stronger or higher than it, anything that might make it feel small. It is afraid of the light and air of the spiritual world, just as people who have been brought up to be dirty are afraid of a bath. And in a sense it is quite right: It knows that if the spiritual life gets hold of it, all its self-centredness and self-will are going to be killed, and it is ready to fight tooth and nail to avoid that.

...For the first time we saw a real Man. One tin soldier-real tin, just like the rest- had become fully and splendidly alive.

C.S.L

Not to us, not unto us O Lord
But to Your Name be the glory.

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Monday, August 27, 2007

...letter from Hongkong...

From: Anna in HongKong
To: Quynh Anh
Date:Monday 27August 07

Hello Quynh Anh! School starts in a week! I'm quite thrilled at the prospect. Reading, questioning, debating and writing essays! Not to forget much thinking too.

I promised you to write back about Christian fellowship but I think I only decide on joining when school reopens. But let me tell you about church!

I'm quite happy, this time round I decided to go to an evangelical free church instead of the baptist church I attended near my grandmother's place the last time I was in HK. The primary reason was that I wasn't quite used to having the organ and sacred hymns replace the piano and the more contemporary light-hearted songs that are sung every sunday for worship. I regret that it's so superficial a reason but it has made me realise how important modes of worship actually are to each and every christian: I always came out of the baptist church feeling like my sunday was incomplete because it didn't feel like I really worshipped.

This evangelical free church that I'm attending was my dad's church in Hong Kong before he migrated to singapore! We were always going back whenever we vacationed in Hong Kong and my dad would meet all his friends, so I know some of the uncles and aunties there. I'm happy to say that the first time that I stepped in, which happened to be not for the sunday sermon but for their youth fellowship, because youth fellowship is on saturday evening, I felt rather at home. The people are christians whom I feel that I can grow with, another thing that I didn't always feel at the previous church I attended. I don't like judging superficially but do you sometimes feel that what people say reflect what is important in their heart of hearts? I felt like to the youths in my current church God was a god of importance, what they did and said and thought had to be consistent with his teachings. So when the teachers told me to 'do come back more often!' I nodded an affirmative yes.

In any case I hope that God has chosen this church for me, and not that I have chosen the church for myself, so please do pray for me regarding this! I hope to grow in a community that he has arranged for me.

Another thing that I hope you'll remember in your prayers is regarding my hall application. I appealed because I was unsuccessful the first round and I've received notice that my second round is unsuccessful too, but I can if I wish reapply for other halls that have vacancies through a central clearing system. I'm torn between not wanting to apply and applying. Not wanting to apply, because I've sunk into a state of inertia: I somehow have accepted the fact that I'd be staying at my grandma's so much that I'm quite pleased with the idea of more spare time to read and possibly be more involved in church related activities which might not be so when I'm in a hall of residence, which requires each member to participate in at least one activity. I should apply because everyone around me seems to think I should! And I do understand, because my grandma's place is not the most conducive of study environments. We lack a proper study table, a wardrobe (I currently use a balcony cabinet and a spare drawer elsewhere for my clothes), a proper bookcase (her bookcase is probably 30 plus years old and currently stuffed with my uncle's books, which he has trouble clearing as he is forever busy with 3 jobs). And staying here means my grandma cooks pretty often for me, which is quite troublesome for her as she is old. Yet not staying with her is also scary because she's a severe diabetic and there have been cases that she had a pain in the leg or felt fainty and had to be ambulanced to hospital when found out, which was quite troublesome. Not to mention that not long ago my uncle had a relation who died in his house which he was staying alone in and was only found out a week later.

So as you can see, there are a lot of factors! In the midst of all these please pray that God will show me what to do, especially since I have a rather tight deadline! I need to apply fast if I'm to stay in a hall.

So in everything by prayer and petition we shall present our requests to the lord, and pray that he oversees it and gives us the peace of God which transcends all understanding which shall guard our hearts and minds in christ jesus.

Amen.
Anna

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Thursday, August 23, 2007

...letter to the beloved...

Me khoc lam gi cho uot thang ba
Con muoi chin chua bao gio khon lon
Bo lai phia sau me va tuoi tho
Va mat mua thu cay khoi bep moi chieu
Noi nho moi lan nhac con them yeu...

Pho phuong danh cap con
Van chuong danh cap con
Chi co noi buon la tra ve cho me
Chi co dai kho la tra ve cho me
Oi thang ba len thac xuong ghenh
Con len cao lai muon nga xuong vong tay me

Nhung ham muon bo di
Nhung hao huyen bo di
Nhung vien vong khong trang phuc duoc gi
Thoi me dung nhac chuyen ngay xua
Con muoi chin chua bao gio khon lon.

Bo me yeu quy,

Con nghi la con dang trai qua mot quang thoi gian rat quan trong trong cuoc song cua con. Con thay minh dang trai qua mot so nhung thu thach ve y chi, ve tinh cam, va ca ve tinh cach nua. con muon tro thanh mot dua con gai tot hon---khong chi trong cuoc song nay, ma ca trong cuoc song vinh cuu ve sau. Con xin loi ve ca quang thoi gian vua roi de cho bo me bang tin ve con. Con xin loi vi da chien dau bang suc luc cua minh ma khong he cho bo me biet. Bo me xung dang de biet nhung gi ma con gai cua bo me dang trai qua. Co luc con lo rang noi so cua bo me la mot ngay nao do se danh mat con roi se tro thanh hien thuc. The gioi xung quanh con dung la chang de dang mot chut nao. Con gai cua bo me se khong di chinh phuc the gian---con cam on Duc Chua Troi vi nhung gi Chua da dat vao tim con, de con biet duoc cai gi la xung dang suc luc cua con. Con muon quay ve voi bo me. Con muon la con gai Chua, la con gai bo me.

Con vao dai hoc roi. Cang len cao cuoc song lai cang phuc tap hon---bo me phai biet dieu nay hon con gap nhieu lan. Con co Duc Chua Troi o ben canh con---con co niem tin rang trong moi bao to, Chua se lam cho con truong thanh--truong thanh de mot mai kia con co the cat canh. Con biet noi o cuoi cung cua con...Con biet li do vi sao con dang o day...vay ma moi lan con doi mat khoi Duc Chua Troi de ma nhin ngam the gian, con nhu bi keo xuong vuc tham cua tuyet vong...
Bo me cau nguyen cho con voi...Vi cuoc chien cua chung ta khong phai voi xac thit, ma la voi nhung the luc cam quen cua the gioi toi tam nay...Con se dung vung, vi Duc Chua Troi se lam cho con vung vang.

Bo me cung hay vung tin nhe. Duc Chua Troi o cung bo me va em.
Con gai: Quynh Anh

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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

...the best time to love is NOW...


The night was rewarding, one I have had for many nights now, one which I have grown to be pretty familiar with.... It's like hearing that sweet comforting voice everyday...it's like waking up to the same light on my face every morning. I wonder if you experience things like that...To think there was a time all this was pretty alien to me---we all need to start somewhere dont we? And I wont bore you with my story. Most of you must have known it by now.


Perhaps I will start with translation tonight. I will update you on how it goes...Translating all these truths which the LORD has taught me in English into my mother tongue is such a thrilling thought to me. I owe my parents and sister a great deal...'Let no debt remain outstanding but the continual debt of love to one another'. I will sleep at 2 tonight after duty and 6 km and translation. Still thinking about what I can do for the students I am staying with...still aching for a way of conveying what I feel...about life, about purpose, about love...still figuring out how to do it without stealing God's glory...But in the meantime, I feel that all is going well. I am contented with all the things that have happened lately. The lectures in school are getting more and more exciting, and this afternoon has caught me being enthused by what I am going to do for the next 5 years or so.


The mountaineering talk was solemn, without flippant joking, without empty promises...I guess those guys and girls who have gone ahead of us knew exactly the sort of price we would need to pay once we keyed our particulars onto the excel sheet. I would rather have it that way. No cool artificial clique for people to boast about. The journey ahead is not going to be easy, but I think it will be worth it...In the end it will weed out the vanity in us. I want to do something like that. I am not sure if I am ready for the trip. But at least I am prepared to start the preparation this September.


Here is something that I will need to think about. It's a section from the book I read last night:


What makes [this] contact with wicked people so difficult is that to handle the situation successfully requires not mere good intention, even with humility and courage thrown in; it may call for social and even intellectual talents which God has not given us. It is therefore not self-righteousness but mere prudence to avoid it when we can....'lead us not into temptation' often means, among other things, 'deny me those gratifying invitations, those highly interesting contacts, that participation in the brilliant movements of our age, which I often, at such risk, desire.'


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Monday, August 20, 2007

...word of God speaks...


I am spending some moments reflecting in the NUS Student Lounge.


I feel that I am starting on a new journey---a really great and beautiful one---but I cant really pinpoint the moment at which the transition from old to new happened. It seems to have always been there, in the morning when I wake up, at night when I do my 4km run, even when I sit in lecture theatres, when I am at home reading books I know I love. I dont have that urgency around me, not the sense of being busy and having insufficient time for everything, the sense that I get from the people whom I talk to recently.


I wonder what the fuss has been about---I see alot of people running up and down buying things, reading things, doing things---while most of the time I have been savouring the air, the silence, the grace. I think I am letting go of many things I have never had control of. I am glad that it should be that way. Being the one in control has never been meant to be for me. I feel like a flower, delicate and radiant but quickly fading. Do you ever think about what it really means to die to yourself and live for the TRUTH? The thought of what it would be like gives me a peace so unfathomable, so wide, so high, so deep---it runs through my whole body like fresh water, like winter, like snow, like pure snow. I wish I knew how to give it to you. If you dont have it, you wont have anything that really counts. I wish I knew how to love you as I am this loved.


I want to live for HIM who knows all things about me, even my deepest darkest, most sinful secrets. I want to let HIM rule in my every thought. I want to be pure like He is pure. I want to love like He is love. I want to be earnest and faithful as His nature is TRUTH itself. I want to live my life like that---and I know more than anything else that I do mean it. I want to climb mountains for HIM...I want to reach that land of peace where all my desires find their consummation. I want to bring to the cross all evil that is still storming inside of me---turning tossing waging war whenever I take my eyes off HIM. How I want to know HIM like Paul knows HIM, like Peter knows HIM, like Thomas knows HIM--doubting Thomas I called him but how much more doubting I am. Even Peter wept bitterly when he realised his failing over a night---yet I remained insolent and unrepentant after so many months of betraying God... I want to know HIM as He knows me...I want to love HIM as He loves me...I want to live my life like that.


Last night HE came.

I felt His presence---which made me want to cry, which later sent me to a peaceful rest, which later strengthened me. The truth remains that I do know HIM. I can recognise His voice as a sheep recognises its master's.

That's why I spend these moments by myself. That's why I spend these moments by HIM.

Thank you LORD. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Friday, August 17, 2007

...no no no never no more of you...



‘It is one thing to decry the land of peace from a wooded hilltop and, unable to find the way to it, struggle on through trackless wastes where traitors and runaways, captained by their prince, who is lion and serpent in one, lie in wait to attack. It is another thing to follow the high road to that land of peace, the way that is defended by the care of the Heavenly Commander. Here there are no deserters from heaven’s army to prey upon the traveller, because they shun this road as a torment.’
Confessions


Saint Augustine




That guy had no idea what he was talking about. His faith is a man-made religion to serve his own self-centeredness. I am not going to give in. I am not going to get angry over what he says to me. I know whom I have believed. I have done these things because I know the One who works in me...why must I be open-minded the way he wants me to be? Open-minded to understand the nonsensical stuff that he puts up? No way. I dont compromise on my LORD. HE has been true to me all through and through...there's no reason why HE should be different this time round. If the crazy lunatic blinded guy doesnt see it, he can just get out of my path. I have already told GOD that I was not capable of pulling a weirdo that size into the light...my rope might snap and I might endanger my own life...to think how he even knew that I was tempted...i am convinced I have to just leave him and go ahead with God's plan for me. Yesssss that is what I am going to do. Those of you who read this, dont think that I am heartless. If you want the whole story I will let you know. I have no regrets.

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Thursday, August 16, 2007

...training up in the way of the LORD...


It turned out that there was no Sectional Teaching today from 12pm to 2 pm because of some reason--but I think it is great that I am in here in school so early, because that means I will be able to see Hong Nga earlier for lunch. I was thinking about her during my morning shower--you know how long my morning shower is=). When I woke up I read this part in the Bible where Paul was saying to the people of Corinth ( did I remember wrongly?) that he was not guilty of the blood of innocent men because he did not hesitate to proclaim the good news.


The LORD will surely grant me strength to be able to care for and share His love with this friend of mine. 4 years ago we both wanted my ASEAN scholarship so badly, but both for selfish reason---how miraculous it has been that the LORD worked in mysterious ways to empower me, and now to bring this friend back to my circle of influence. God is God, despite men's scheming and evil hearts.


I am serious about continuing with my translation. Perhaps I should start with Mere Christianity---the part about love. I must get down to doing it some time very soon or else the evil one will come to snatch away these seeds in my heart. Remember that, at all time, having all the things we need we will be able to abide in every good work!=) Praise be to the LORD who watches over the details of my life ever so carefully. The Bible says he does not sleep or slumber.


I will do some sharing today, about doing things that last, at the NUSH prayer meeting. I pray that even those who are having exams will be able to come and be ministered to. I pray that I will speak words that build them up in goodness and holiness. The sharing must be kept short and simple. I am abit worried I wont be able to keep it that way...But I will try to write it down first, then speak from it. I think it would help. The LORD will honour it too, because we seek to honour HIM.


I have got joy in my heart!

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...2 Timothy 1:6-9...


Today I went for Campus Crusade for Christ's Welcome Tea. Glenn, an M.E. graduate came back to speak to us about living as a radical Christian on Campus. He said that our resume should be written by the lives of the many people whom we are going to touch, and not what academic achievement or CCA excellence we can attain. This spoke to me very personally, because I had been contemplating what sort of activities I should join in NUS over the next few years. Glenn's words gave me a timely reminder that the whole NUS experience is not mine to keep, not mine to boast about---but it was by His grace that I am where I am right now. I will run for cross country if God allows me to. I will act for drama if God enables me to...but I must not make these things the sole purpose of my existence. These things are not worth living for.


There will come a time when we will be tempted to skip church, quiet time or to stop going out loving people for God because I want to finish that project and get that mark we probably think we are here to get. There will come a time when we want to trust what we can do and turn away from our faith that in all things God has a plan for us. Sometimes that resume can become so important to us--We might become fearful that the record of our activities do not look pleasing enough to our future employers, that we wont get ahead in the corporate world after graduation, that we wont be market-savvy, IT-savvy, people-savvy, whatnots...There will come a time when we run the rat-race. But remember this, even if I end up the first in the rat race, I would still be a rat.


Am I doing things that are of eternal values? If not, why am I doing it? Why am I worrying over not getting 4.0 and above for CAP? Why am I worried over not impressing those boys and girls in the lecture theatres, who dont even care ten cents who I am? Why do I waste time bumping around doing nothing day in and day out? Why would any thing of this world trouble my heart if I know that I know that I know that I am not made for this world, that my end is in Heaven with God where all tears will be wiped from my face?


Glenn also said something else. He also said that to live for Christ we gotta love. And to love, he said, is to become vulnerable, to open ourselves up to hurts and pains and sorrows... Of course we can choose to do something else with our hearts: we can choose to lock it up in the coffin of self-centeredness where our hearts become unbreakable, impenetrable and irredeemable. The only other place apart from heaven where we are free from all the entanglement of love is hell. This struck me greatly too...so that now I know what to do with my heart.


I met a lot of wonderful people of course. I will type more about them in the future. Hopefully I will get to join a Disciple Group. When that happens I will let you know about it, as well as about the other 4 people whom I will be praying along with.


Yesterday I had dinner with Mirna. We realised that it is Marsha who actually pulls the two of us together. When Marsha was in Singapore she was very close to me ( I spent most of my JC time with her---It would be her if it was not Anna or my classmates), and Mirna was always in touch with Marsha---great and faithful friends they were, of course! Apparently, Marsha had been talking alot about me to Mirna, whom I happened to sit with during MLE lecture yesterday afternoon. I miss Marsha, alot alot. How I wish she didnt leave for Japan, so far aiyo aiyo aiyo...Mirna and I plan to save up for a Japan trip so we can see our beloved Marsha. God bless you darling...may He show you His face and may your life be changed forever...


I am writing letters to the three miracles soon, hopefully by tomorrow. I might probably lead prayer meeting in uncle Cheekhiam's house tomorrow because of Timo's birthday and the gala dinner. I dont worry because I have prayed to God about it. The content of my sharing would most likely be what I have poured out over here in this entry. Isnt it amazing how God always provides for us in time of need?


I want to be pure like that guy Uncle Cheekhiam shared with us about I dont remember his name any more. I want to be pure like that! Like how? I dont remember! But I surely want to br pure. I want to be pure so I can see God. I want to be pure so I can heal the sick around me. I want to be pure so that I can speak His Word into my parents' lives without stumbling over my own sins. With Christ it is possible for me to be pure gain, because He promises to forgive us completely! Completely. How marvellous is that!


I hope to see Shriyanka again and give her some encouragement. I want to write a note to Joleen now that we are classmates again in ChemEngin. Who knows, perhaps God has allowed this because He feels that there is more I can do in her life. I think I should turn up for SBone reunion dinner, or SJI whatever they call it. I want to meet all of them again. I want to see Charles and the whole bunch. I want to see Qimin and Aipheng and hear about their lives. I want to see Mao the genius who alone consumed most of my prayers and attention for the most part of Junior College. I want to see Clarissa Poh who is going overseas for university...I want to know what eventually happened to Keith Lam and Edward...I want to show them what has been done in my life...I want to show them how the LORD has been good to me.


I might get back to book translation. Pray for me! I will pray for you, too.

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Monday, August 13, 2007

...U-turned...

The weekend was indeed renewing. I went back to the basics of loving people where they were and living alongside with them just to show them what it means to live for HIM, not showing off, not acting cool, not being emotional or egoistic, just being myself. Friday evening saw me and Dzung walking around the campsite talking of things that were of utmost importance to us. It was her who did all the talking actually... I did the listening, which had been rather rare to me lately. I felt that the noise around me had been taking such a great toll on my body and my spirit that I was almost drained. Dzung was there with me in those few moments as the LORD restored peace to my soul. I could never imagine being alive would be that good...being where I was, holding her sweaty hands contemplating HIS peace. The next morning, three miracles happened. The three miracles actually followed us to Oasis this morning, and I wrote them each a piece of note...something that reminded me of myself back then in Junior College-always writing, always passing personal notes to people, always making every body feel like they were right at home...It could go on forever...

...It could go on forever, me and myself back then, if I didnt get so confused that night in November after a letter bearing heart-shattering news was dropped by a heartless someone into my pigeon hole. It could go on forever, the time of love so pure so clean so cooling, if I didnt let my heart go astray by roadside objects of no importance...if I did heed HIS warning and took HIM as my absolute shelter...if I did not waver because of feelings and people's devilish wishes...if I could be clear-headed all the time.

Like I said, failing is beginning. It doesnt matter any more because I am already moving on... I am sitting in the office of my hostel as the clock is ticking close to 2:20am, with my tutorial notes on my table...The LORD knows that I am HIS...Whatever I do I will do it for HIM. My mistakes are not excused but they are forgiven. How I need to know that to be able to wake up for 2 lectures tomorrow in school...How I need to know that to be able to continue praying for the ones I love. His work in me will not be in vain. The LORD knows who are HIS.

U-turn.

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Thursday, August 9, 2007

...camp and bird-caring...

I am packing for camp tomorrow and below are the things that I am bringing along with me:



-One set of proper clothing which I am wearing to NUS in the morning for the Chemical Engineering Welcome Tea, which reminds me that I will need to go up to collect my dried clothing from 7th floor
-One set of sleeping clothing because I will be spending the night at Boy's Brigade Head Quarter. It's near to Great World City.... does anybody know where it is. I have decided to take the train to Tiong Bahru and then take a bus to the place... Let's pray that the cab-driver knows where the place is.
-Okay I will go off at 6pm on Saturday with my sleeping clothing unless I decide to see someone after that...I should decide on that by tonight...it's likely that I will choose to take the rest of Saturday off so I can prepare for Sunday School Lesson.
-No toiletries because auntie Linda will bring all that for me.
-My Bible, of course.
-I am wearing slippers
-My diary so I can do some writing during the night...

I will come back renewed. I need to be there at this camp...I haven't really been myself lately...I am sorry for the absent-mindedness. Give me another chance, I will come back again.

The party on Tuesday night was great...at least for me... I know God helped us. Thus far He has been with us...Ask and it will be given to you...Seek and you will find...Knock and the door will be opened to you...

Dear,

I am glad you make your coming back to me. I promise to try my best to do what is right. God has given me countless second chances...He didn't tell me this will be the last one... but I am determined to make the best out of what I am given. The truth remains that I love you, dearly, dearly much...You may have come to know me for the wrong reason, but I hope that you will remain for the right one. I hope that I will remain for the right one, too. My prayer is that your heart will not be like pathway soil...My prayer is that I will be right so that I can give you the right kind of hope. Remember, one day I will pack up and go. But don't think that you are just another project that I am assigned with. You know better than anyone else that I have poured out on you whatever goodness I am capable of (maybe that is an overstatement but it is a safe overstatement nonetheless)...Doesnt mean that one day I will not pack up and go. I will.

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and HIM

4 years ago Jared got involved in the bird-care business because the LORD assigned him to me. 3 months ago, I got myself involved with you, because the LORD assigned me to you.

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